Jungwons mouth opens, brows furrowing, and he sucks in a harsh breath. He doesnt drown his problems with positivity like Jake does, or pretend they dont exist like Heeseung does. Its one of many reasons why Jongseong has come to love him so much. hope you all enjoyed this vid the night did end up messy - in a good way - the only way it should ;) thanks so much for watching!emma xoxo. I lied Glimpses of a love that doesnt belong to you, doesnt belong to anyone but the moon and the sun, the love of the family in the car or the runaway bride and her lover driving into the sunset. Riki is lying on the carpet of Heeseungs living room, high as a kite. He nearly picks the former, but then he remembers Sunoo. You take it, he replied, reaching into his pocket. Jungwon tilts his head to the side, brows knitted. You and him, I mean.. Even if you can stop it. slack: hey bestie you have a notif Just today itappeared in passing on Reddit. You drive a hard bargain. Urban Dictionary: Bestie Nous, InTheKnow, faisons partie de la famille de marques Yahoo. And, in all honesty, it was a little heartbreaking, when Heeseung and Riki first started getting close. For being honest with me. Tell me more.. Although, maybe Jungwon does have an idea of why he never noticed it before; he was too focused on the way Jongseong loved Heeseung; Jongseongs love is so blinding that, at times, you cant really see anything but. Theyve always had each other, Jungwon thinks, even when they didnt know each other. Drinks? Jongseong asks the other three remaining. This might be the first time Jakes heard him actually reference what he and Sunoo were. It doesnt. Urban Dictionary: The Bestie The first three items are as follows: The first item is why he and Jungwon have been in limbo for the past year and a half. Meaning of vibes in English vibes plural noun slang us / vbz / the feeling you get from being in a particular place or situation or from being with a particular person: I'm afraid to go there - that place has bad vibes. I think I want to be alone right now. Riki giggled so hard his stomach hurt. And what are they going to do there?, No idea, Jungwon says; he never bothered to look it up. Jake, Riki, and Heeseung are in line. I feel bad, though, Sunghoon admits, leaning back against the cushion of the couch. You were sucking me off! He winces when he realizes that he, too, also broke the Fight Club rule just now. Instantly, he understands the situation. Most of what he knew about Heeseung was from Sunoo and Jungwon, but neither of them knew him very well either. Smoke twirls into the air. Im good for now.. Is that our reputation now?. Ill kill you both if you let it be weird., Sunghoon lifts up a brow. He would never hear the end of it. No, it was real to me, but it wasnt for him, and I knew that. = I got a weird vibe from her. Im up for this and everything, but does anyone else think this is a really stupid idea? Jake asks after theyve all signed. I know Im gonna reach for as many besties as possible. Jongseong had indeed been distracted, but he had felt the sting of rejection the morning after. Jungwon nods. Hes going to visit me at some point, and I want to sneak him into the Google Headquarters., Jungwon laughs. Jake rolls his eyes. Jongseong was worried at first. Heeseung! he called, pulling his AirPods out and putting them away. Back then, when they met, Riki knew no one, had a shaky grasp of English, and didnt want to be off-putting. And then you stopped needing him, Heeseung finished without any judgement. Jongseong loves him. You should mind, Jongseong whispers, face so tight it must be painful. me an jay are pregam,ing the pre Jungwon nods, pouting slightly at the reminder. Jungwon is the one gasping this time, and Jongseong is the one taking advantage of his parted lips. Jake makes a faint choking noise, eyes wide. What are you two up to?. You would be better at art if you knew the techniques and everything, the history too maybe, but you can still make art, I think. Likeregular portraits are fine, but its weird looking at my own face so much. You assumed.. Because its you, he keeps inside. His eyes were lidded, smooth black hair swept back, but with a few strands falling over his eyes. I was never part of that conversation. Riki shudders. It can be a thing between us three, though., Oh, Jake exhales, trying his best to seem like his world hasnt been flipped upside-down. Two: because he and Sunghoon were already comfortable with each other in that way. You know, he starts slowly, Ive been wondering this for a long time. Seeing it in motion, or pre-motion, is quite different from being aware of it. I know it is, andit makes me really happy that you did it anyway. Winter is starting to release its claws, but its still chilly. Im going to keep working at the art gallery, but full time., Heeseung nods. Dude, we live with you. But maybe thats a non-issue. Hey, youve always said it was okay! Riki says with a pout, standing up as well. Urban Dictionary: bestie Its not like it was a favorite, or anything.. Because it was easy, Riki repeated and swallowed the lump in his throat. Do you even have that money?. He doesnt like telling people hes an art history majornot because hes embarrassed, but because he genuinely doesnt actually know much about art and doesnt want people to talk to him about it. Hi, Riki says, then he tilts his head to the side. Music He told Heeseung about how Jungwon had yelled at him in the morning; it was eating at him all during class, and he went to Heeseungs apartment as soon as both of them were free. 186 guests He let Sunoo into Heeseungs apartment, and it was awkward, so he retreated into Heeseungs room, closed the door, logged into Animal Crossing on his Switch, and that was that. like the physics is accurate and the monsters are so creepy, Just got out of my last anthro final. He was laying flat on the ground beside Riki, looking up at the sky. In fact, Heeseung had nothing to do with it. Because I still feel like youre holding back. Jake, he starts. Riki, he shouldnt see. Yeah.. Jungwon and Riki leave their Linear Algebra final relieved but also exhausted, and they trudge over to the art department across campus for Riki to put final touches on his painting, as he has to wait for it to dry before submitting it at the end of the day. When he effectively killed Jongseongs laptop in a prank gone too far, he bought Jongseong a brand new laptop even though Jongseong definitely couldve afforded it himself. Bestie Definition & Meaning - Merriam-Webster My first love, he says. Right, Jongseong says, then he realizes that Jungwons own laptop is closed, that Jungwon is looking at him, expectantly. He did not ask or tell anyone about that. He likes spending time with Heeseung and he likes being his best friend. Jongseongs throat feels tight. Its been a while since hes been in Heeseungs room, let alone his apartment. Bestie A friend that means the world to you, that you love too much to date because you fear you would lose them. A bestie is the person who you not only go shopping with on a regular basis but also trust implicitly with anything.. besties do not come and go like waves and sandcastles, they are more like permanent marker on American Eagle jeans, they'll stay with you forever. I dont want to spook him though, so it has to be subtle. American Heritage Dictionary of the English Language, Fifth Edition. Virginity is a social construct, Jake knows this. Organic chemistry, multivariable calculus, basic quantum physics, Korean, Spanish, Latin, CPR, and how to do the Heimlich maneuver. The high was finally starting to hit Riki: his body felt looser, the world felt calm, even with the pulsing music booming from the house behind them, but the cool breeze made him shiver, his arms lining with goosebumps. Riki blinked, and then dread pooled in his stomach. Where even is that? Obviously, the term bestie wasnt invented in January. For me, it frequently appeared in text-to-speech videos that often narrated interactions between cats (this should give you an idea of what my For You page looks like). Hes seen nearly all of Rikis paintings, but none of them have been quite as evocative as this one. The person gave me extra, and I dont think Ill be able to finish it all.. So everythings good., Heeseung grinned at him. Thank you, he says under his breath, hands fisting over the covers. This man is just red flag after red flag. I think itll be fun, Jungwon says, sliding his fingers between Jongseongs. Its fine, really, he said, and Riki believed him. Because I loved you., Sunoo runs a thumb along Rikis wrist, rubbing a circle into his pulsepoint. He lets go and this time, its him whos cupping Jungwons cheeks. Me and Jake do, at least.. Riki needs an in, something that will allow them to sit down and talk to each other, and the easiest way to get that to happen is to play into The Plan. He tilts his head until it falls to rest in the crook of Rikis neck. Jungwon grabs his hands. He thinks through his options. Usually goes hand-in-hand with the word shit (e.g. Theyre in Linear Algebra together, and the professor likes to wait a few minutes as people trickle in before starting. Its up to you, Sunghoon says, absently sliding his free hand underneath Sunoos shirt. Hes going to continue doing great things, is more accurate.. He sits up against the headboard until hes shoulder to shoulder with Heeseung. Riki presses his lips together. And its fun.. But, I think sometimes there are things you should do, even if you dont want to do them or dont have to do them.. He wants to catch Sunghoon before hes showered. Wait, dont answer that. Im sorry., Jongseong looks confused. Well, you and Jungwonie too, but we can tell him later.. But I was the one who helped stretch you out.. Go ahead, he said, placing his elbow on the table and gesturing to the empty seat. Riki didnt break up with Sunoo because he wanted to be with Heeseung, either. He didnt respond. What was the last piece you did? Heeseung asked, rolling his head to the side so that he could look at Riki. Sunoo rolls his eyes, but does what Sunghoon told him to do. And then you stopped, Sunoo says. Is it? Jongseong asks. He tugs at Jongseongs sleeve. You, reading this, are my bestie, too. I think its not so much that hes hung up on him, hes just bitter about everything that happened after The Breakupmostly that Riki is ignoring him. When Sunghoon makes to grab the bowl and the lighter, Jongseong nearly stops him because he looks high enough, dazedly smiling at everything and nothing, but Sunghoon is an adult, and he can make his own decisions, so Jongseong lets him. Jungwon was out with Jongseong, so it was just the two of them in the room. Sunoos best friend is Yang Jungwon, and Jungwons other best friend is Jongseong, one of Sunghoons best friends, so its a wonder that Sunghoon didnt meet him sooner. Heeseung loves him because, Jongseong says, defeated. Of course we are, Sunoo says with a roll of his eyes. Hey, have you guys seen my Juul? Heeseung looks skittish. And maybe Jake gets that. But its different with you than it is with him.. Jungwon scrunches up his face and hums. Jongseong is standing by the door trying to decide whether or not he actually wants food. I also admire how open you are., Really? Jongseong asks, sounding genuinely shocked. I know, and Im really sorry, but even soI dont think youd get it.. What are you guys whispering about? Jake understands. Jongseong knew, from Rikis Instagram, that he and Heeseung went to a skate park together yesterday. Riki skated till the middle point between them, then lifted off the front wheels, dropped his heel down, and dragged the end on the ground.
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